Why am I a loner?
I don't make an effort to meet people, I have no desire to make new friends. Even when given an opportunity to make new friends I pass it up, its too much work to be nice to strangers. too much effort to open up.
Why do I not try and make a difference?
Even though I complain all the time, the sad truth is that I do nothing to change my life. I hate school, yet I stay in. I hate being so selfish, yet I do not help others. I hate being out of shape, yet I do not go to the gym or even try to workout. I have ample time that I could volunteer, instead I play games and do stuff that most people can not afford. I hate being so selfish when I can easily make a difference.
Why do I have no work ethic?
I have no desire to work hard in class, and I have no desire to continue school. I don't want to work either. I messed up. I worked hard in public school and now I'm burnt out. Now is the time I get to goof off, I should get it as a reward. But no, my reward for working hard instead of clowning around is more hard work and I just don't want to do it anymore.
Where do I go from here?
I have no plans for my future whatsoever. I am not prepared. I am not ready. What am I going to do with my life? I have no idea.
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